Do you EVER....

Just feel "out of place"???

I am feeling that way today. I am feeling like I smell funny or look funny or something. Something has just been super off today for me. I can't figure out what it is....but wow...I am out of place.

It could be the fact that it is Sunday and I hate Sundays. Hate seeing all the families and hearing about all the "marriage" issues and the MILLIONS of crying children...I don't relate. I guess I will attribute my feelings today that it is Sunday.

But seriously...something is off. I showered today and everything....I confess...it's a weird day!

At least I have chocolate near and I NEVER feel out of place with chocolate. (Pathetic..I know)

OH MY GOSH!!!!

Really...that is all I have to say. I am done! I have had it with dating and boys.
I guess I should clarify the lack of both is really the problem.

I have really come to a HUGE roadblock. I am soooooo confused and just not understanding things at all. I just don't get it!

I apparently made a "deal with the devil" somewhere in my life ... that has made it IMPOSSIBLE to have normal. I am left with....whatever.

GRRRR!!!!!!! I confess...I am annoyed...I am bewildered and I am DONE!


PS- It has been a while since I have posted. I have spent too much time in "retail therapy" and for the first time in WEEKS had a really good cry. Hallelujah! Now...I am back to vocalize how I feel. Reader...Beware.